20 &
In love
Sipping cafe watching fashion police while the boyfriend plays video games.
10 things I want to say to 10 different people:
-I love you so much moomoo!
-You’re the best
-I hate you
- Thank You
- I miss you lil sis
-I miss you big sis
- Auntie mishes you maiya papiya
-I love your style
-Go die
-Thanks for the burrito.
Things are gonna start changing very quick. Not sure what Im gonna do..
I learned that I shouldn’t dwell in the past or have hope in the future. I should just live for the day. I should be thankful for the ones who made an effort stay in my life, and I should make the effort to stay in people’s lives as well. One person can’t always do all the work in any type of relationship. I just want to be happy and expect nothing from now on. Using that old typical term, “Going with the flow” is actually giving a meaning to my life now.
I hate when parents set high expectations for me to reach. I can only do so much, so don’t get mad at me when I don’t achieve your goals. Sometimes I feel like I’m not living my own life. I’m not choosing my own paths, I’m just simply listening and follow orders. No, that’s not how I want to live. I want to make mistakes, I want to learn. I want to be the one making the wise decisions, I’m still a teenager. I don’t want you to compare me to other kids, especially the ones who are related to me. I will never be like them, I have a different mindset. I will make something out of my future. And I don’t want you to guide me, I’m living my own dream now, not yours.
I love just staying home with my significant other. We don’t have to go out and do anything fancy to enjoy each other’s company. I love cuddling next to him and popping in a dvd and falling asleep in his arms. Little things like these just makes my day.